i'm upset with myself.
i'm disappointed with myself.
i'm not happy with myself.
I have been finishing up my holiday assignments for the past few days. Hanging out with the group of people whom I hardly hang out with, was rather interesting. However, I'm sorry to them yet again, as being there with you guys and having fun together, is still not the same type of fun feeling that i felt when she was there too. I'm sorry, but i'm glad that I've been chilling with you guys. They helped me enjoy time instead of brooding over something for once in a while.
I must admit though, that I still think about that particular thing time and time again. I know you want me to stop, but honestly, I can't and I know you won't bother. I guess your prayer was fulfilled, didn't it? Anyway, I'm left with a few other homeworks. They will be completed tomorrow.
I spent some time at the playground where we spent time together one night. You were sitting on the swing, & I was pushing you. We sat side by side opposite the swing, smiling and enjoying each other's company. We were carefree then . . .
" Sometimes the person we love are the hardest to love "
I must admit though, that I still think about that particular thing time and time again. I know you want me to stop, but honestly, I can't and I know you won't bother. I guess your prayer was fulfilled, didn't it? Anyway, I'm left with a few other homeworks. They will be completed tomorrow.
I spent some time at the playground where we spent time together one night. You were sitting on the swing, & I was pushing you. We sat side by side opposite the swing, smiling and enjoying each other's company. We were carefree then . . .
" Sometimes the person we love are the hardest to love "
after believing that it was misplaced
for so long, i finally found the ring again.
it was never lost, it was kept safely in my drawer,
in a container, away from dust and scratches.
do you still remember the ring?
for so long, i finally found the ring again.
it was never lost, it was kept safely in my drawer,
in a container, away from dust and scratches.
do you still remember the ring?
went to vivo
then to sentosa
then to town
all by myself.
just wanted to familiarise myself
with the buses 'coz i ain't good at it.
here's some pics:
then to sentosa
then to town
all by myself.
just wanted to familiarise myself
with the buses 'coz i ain't good at it.
here's some pics:
yes, remember this place?
i wanted you to tag along,
'coz i recalled you wanted to do something there,
but you weren't free ):
it's nearing soon [:
- 44 days & counting
Each time I turned and looked around . . .
went out with friends today.
initially I had other plans,
but they cajoled me, and i don't want to disappoint.
they tried their best,
to entertain me.
but i'm sorry,
it's just not the same without you.
the atmosphere,
it's just different...
but guys, i appreciate your effort.
thank you.
. . . I kept seeing image of your face
went out with friends today.
initially I had other plans,
but they cajoled me, and i don't want to disappoint.
they tried their best,
to entertain me.
but i'm sorry,
it's just not the same without you.
the atmosphere,
it's just different...
but guys, i appreciate your effort.
thank you.
. . . I kept seeing image of your face
to this certain special someone
i'm sorry for the cold war we had
i'm sorry for the things i said
i'm sorry for ruining everything
i'm sorry for irritating you
i'm sorry for ignoring you
i'm sorry for making you cry
i'm sorry for making you lose someone
i'm sorry for making you upset
i'm sorry for the misunderstandings we had
i'm sorry for the scoldings (without any proof)
i'm sorry for not replying to your messages
i'm sorry for hating you
i'm sorry for treating you like you weren't there
i'm sorry for making you angry
i'm sorry for hurting you
i'm sorry for losing you
i'm sorry for not spending enough time with you
i'm sorry for not treasuring every second spent with you
i'm sorry for not being there for you as promised
i'm sorry for not keeping my part of the promise
i'm sorry for writing this
in short, I'M SORRY!
- wow, there's 16 in all (excluding the last)
i still remembered everything. it won't go away. it's hard to let go.
but only now did i realise, what a great friend you are.
and how stupid of me, to lose you, my great true friend.
but i guess, you no longer need me in your life. )':
i'm sorry for the cold war we had
i'm sorry for the things i said
i'm sorry for ruining everything
i'm sorry for irritating you
i'm sorry for ignoring you
i'm sorry for making you cry
i'm sorry for making you lose someone
i'm sorry for making you upset
i'm sorry for the misunderstandings we had
i'm sorry for the scoldings (without any proof)
i'm sorry for not replying to your messages
i'm sorry for hating you
i'm sorry for treating you like you weren't there
i'm sorry for making you angry
i'm sorry for hurting you
i'm sorry for losing you
i'm sorry for not spending enough time with you
i'm sorry for not treasuring every second spent with you
i'm sorry for not being there for you as promised
i'm sorry for not keeping my part of the promise
i'm sorry for writing this
in short, I'M SORRY!
- wow, there's 16 in all (excluding the last)
i still remembered everything. it won't go away. it's hard to let go.
but only now did i realise, what a great friend you are.
and how stupid of me, to lose you, my great true friend.
but i guess, you no longer need me in your life. )':
now, my question will be - "What will my friends say about this post?"
then it'll start. everyone giving their wild guesses. I'm expecting it.
- maybe, YOU'LL come across this, but if not, you'll know sooner or later
an unexpected incident happened just a few minutes ago.
let me start from the beginning.
so in the afternoon, left home to study.
threw the house key onto my dining table(u'll figure out why i wrote this)
went Fajar McD to do homework.
then walked around bukit panjang, since there's nothing else to do.
ate ice cream at RC and around 7 left for home.
here comes the unexpected incident.
i was shocked to find that my brother wasn't at home.
basically was because i have no keys. & my other family members
all went out. so i had nothing to do but wait till someone reached home with keys.
i checked to see if the window (beside my main door) was locked.
& thankfully, it wasn't. then i remembered i threw the keys onto the dining table.
so it was quite a distance away. i was thinking and finding of ways to get the keys.
thankfully, my mom has a few decorating 'sticks' for floral designs outside the house.
so i picked one long one and tried to hook the keys onto it.but was to no avail.
then i saw the 'S' hook on the window grill.i took it and tied it together with the 'stick'
with a string. then i tried again and after much attempts, i succeeded.
to those who think i'm fabricating the story, here's some pics as evidence (crapshit)
this was what i used to construct my primitive tool
how i assembled them together
close up
distance from the window to the dining table
trying to hook the keys onto the hook
close up
& success! the key's hanging.man, what a weird post today.
ZSS vs YSS
2 : 0
though we defeated them, i ain't happy about our performance.
and i think neither of us are.
THE STRONGEST OPPONENT IN A MATCH, IS NOT THE STRONGEST TEAM, BUT THE WEAKEST.
2 : 0
though we defeated them, i ain't happy about our performance.
and i think neither of us are.
THE STRONGEST OPPONENT IN A MATCH, IS NOT THE STRONGEST TEAM, BUT THE WEAKEST.
somehow, it feels weird not to send a text message
to anyone that frequently in one day
hmmmmmm........
to anyone that frequently in one day
hmmmmmm........
working hard this few days.
trying to listen in every class.
understanding is a little problem.
homeworks are coming in every now and then
what to do? 'O' Level's near.
so strive hard people [:
man, what the crap am I posting????
CAMBRIDGE EXAMINERS ARE SUCKERS FOR DETAILS!
West Zone started.
ZSS vs RVH
2 : 0
next match tomorrow - Pioneer Sec
" Pioneer Sec, here we come! "
trying to listen in every class.
understanding is a little problem.
homeworks are coming in every now and then
what to do? 'O' Level's near.
so strive hard people [:
man, what the crap am I posting????
CAMBRIDGE EXAMINERS ARE SUCKERS FOR DETAILS!
West Zone started.
ZSS vs RVH
2 : 0
next match tomorrow - Pioneer Sec
" Pioneer Sec, here we come! "
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