I doubt I'll be able to update later at night.
So I'll update now.



^{When I wait, it just mean that I still trust you.
I didn't say any of those, but you did.
I wanted to help you, in a way or two.
But I assume, it just won't be achieved.
You're not done, you're still scared}




Now let's start my entry about my first day of school.

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The following content

may contain scenes words that

may be unsuitable for minors.

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leave at once if you're a minor.

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Any words that came out from your mouth

after reading this has nothing to do

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I FUCKING DON'T GIVE A FUCKING CARE
ABOUT THAT FUCKING THING ANYMORE
YOU FUCKING FUCKTARDS AND FUCKHEADS.
KEEP YOUR FUCKING DISTANCE
FUCKINGLY AWAY FROM ME FUCKCUNTS!
DON'T FUCKING DRAG ME IN
THE FUCKING MATTER!
JUST GET THE FUCK OFF
FROM ME YOU FUCKING FUCKBRAIN.


Fucking fuckers just don't deserve a fucking care from me.

Anyhoo, congratulations to you.

Make Singapore proud!

You can do it.

Prove it to the world.

All the best!

goodluck :D

*beginning*

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Have a pleasant reading time...
This post is good for people like me [:
Hadi, I suggest you don't read this.

Step 1

Move as little as possible. Exercise of any sort raises your metabolism, even small, nervous gestures. To slow down your metabolism, find things to do that keep you in one place. Also, when you must travel, drive and park as close as possible.


Step 2

Stay away from any muscle-building activities when you move. Muscle burns calories quickly and efficiently, while fat burns fewer calories and so keeps your metabolism lower.


Step 3

Eat less and space your meals further apart. The less you eat and the longer your body needs to wait for food, the more your body decreases its metabolism. The lack of food sends your body the message that food may be difficult to get, so it burns energy more slowly.


Step 4

Keep warm with loose, insulating layers of clothing and a warm environment. Though it doesn't have an especially large effect on metabolism, your body needs to burn more energy when it's cold to generate enough heat to keep your body temperature stable.



God! All these while, I've been doing the opposites!
Not for every steps though, but mostly.
No wonder I'm what I am now. But ...



Here are my comments:

Step 1: Move as little as possible?! That's impossible for me. I need to move about. To sit in one place, not going to happen for my case.

Step 2: No muscle-building activities?! Everything I do is related to that, in one form or another.

Step 3: I'm sure not going to be able to do that. I need to eat like 24 hours a day! Okay, maybe not every second, but almost everytime. If I eat less, that just makes me eat more during the next meal.

Step 4: Keep warm? I'm always warm. Except when night falls.

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I've been chatting.
Chatting with new people.
Chatting with people I've never chatted with.
Chatting with people I hardly know.
I must say,they are indeed fun people.
Never have I imagined,
that I could actually click with them.
& I'm glad I did.

It's almost a week.

I've waited.

You owe me something.

But I didn't want to remind you.

I'd like to see if you kept your word.

Or was it all just another lie.

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• 3 guys
• 1 ultimate goal
• 1 hour
• achieved in 1 hour
• all done at ECP
• picnic
• enjoyment
• relaxation

• bus trip
• packed like sardines
• long ride
• Lot 1
• movie night with family
• late dinner
• home

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laughters filled the air
at every part of the day.
whether while walking,
sitting, eating, goofing.
whatever it is, just name it.
we laughed for goodness sake.




eat, eat, & leftovers.
funny moments,
HOLGA moments(HAHA!).
future talks entertained us.




now let's just fuck off!

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it was a split second moment.



a day out.
a day end.
another day out,
yet again.
tomorrow's the day.
let's go.




I can't capture your image in my head.

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I had a bowling great time! Literally

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decided to delete the previous post.
it's . . . whatever.



today/tonight was different.
in a good way of course.
it was awesome.
us together.
it's just wonderful.
been like what?
1 year since the last time?


all the way afar,
just to enjoy the good food.
which turned out to be so SALTY!
haha. but it's worth the trip.
the food's great on the whole.


spending some time together,
chilling out under the beautiful vast
night sky. silly questions were asked.
unwanted answers was what you got.
but at least, that made us laugh.


though, someone's missing, right?
that person sure do miss out alot.
such a waste. but heck. the person
don't even know about it, haha.

it's been 2 years I think.

since we had a nice long chat.

don't you agree?

let's do this again some other time,

shall we?

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Lethargic.

the plan was gym.
but we had a hiking expedition instead.
from bukit batok to home.
should be about more than 10 km.
I hope it is, else the whole 'getting tired thing' is a waste.

on the way back,
chatted about guys stuffs.
& some girl-related stuffs.
not to forget,
some TOTALLY NON-RELATED stuffs.

the plan where we
knock on doors & run away
wasn't carried out.

it almost did at one of the house,
but I told not to, 'coz of certain reasons
which I ain't gonna say it here.

we schemed to visit our friends
at each different streets of Singapore.
knock on doors & run away.
but were too engrossed in our conversation
that we forgot all about it.
next time perhaps. next time.

next time, we'll start from jurong.
& it shall begin!

for your viewing pleasure:

About the photo:

basically, this Caucasian(?) guy here is seen wearing a Cow's hat and slippers and had a tail. he's asking for donations actually. what he did? dance around to some weird song.non-stop, NON-STOP I tell you! His pants . . . one side was long, the other was short.latest trend I guess? Catch him at Bukit Batok's Bus Interchange if you want (:

she's the reason that kept us going

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I'd like to share my thoughts...
This is what I feel...
Tell me what you think.

Sometimes, the innocent suffers . . .

The mind is a puzzle,

& so is the heart;

A majestic one, that none can solve.

Neither is it possible to fully understand.

Those who succeed, it'll be a tour de force.

You were caught in your own game.

Gambling your trust away.

Without realising, others suffered;

Those who cared & listened.

You became oblivious to those

who actually loves you.

No matter how strong you may be,

You will still breakdown eventually.

You're lost, filled with anguish & distress.

Soon, you're devoured with fear.

Emptiness is what you felt.

Love is what you yearn for.

In the end,

You're devouring you.

I'm sure everyone had experienced,
is experiencing or will experience
one day.

I for one had experienced it.

I just hope we can all get it over with,
because there's nothing fun about it.

So, what do you think?

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It's been six days.




I need . . .

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Every day every night,

I keep wondering.

Thousand & one things

racing through my mind.

Each seeking an answer

that's yet to be found.

It sets me thinking;

What am I to do now?

Confused between reality & fantasy,

I fell deep into its trap

that's been waiting for me,

for I failed to foresee it.

Trying hard to escape,

seeking a glimpse of hope.

Caught up in the middle

of this bizzare world,

I crumble.

So tell me, & let me know;

Where am I?

What's my destination?

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