from the 'stress',
to going town till night on a school day,
feeling like a poly student,
getting all the things ready.
staying up late to finish the things,
preparing everything.
waking up early, to do the final touch up.
going there, waiting...

it was all worth it (:

spent my afternoon with ___
had a great time chit chatting
& goofing around with you (:



do it again next time?







enjoyed myself [:
takecare

how can I, when I'm not given the chance?
how can I, when no one sees me?
how can I, when I'm put aside?
how can I, when you don't?

just letting off steam,
not expecting words of comfort.
because I know it won't make a difference.
it was a great opportunity.
but i had to let it go,
yet again.
mishap keeps coming
one after another.

end of the week. like finally.
glad I made it pass through
this hectic week.

ain't happy with the results
that I've been getting for various tests.
especially chemistry.
I revised and studied it carefully.
In the end, it wasn't satisfactory.

i just don't know anymore.
what do you want from me?
what must i do?

i'm in a dilemma, right?
i think so ...


stressed up & depressed(?)
can't take it anymore




i'm utterly disappointed in you
the old me is dead and gone






what to do now? ):

"Lying on the floor, reading a book"

what a day today.
I must admit, it was rather fun.
been some time since I
experienced that sensation.
It was indeed an enjoyable day (:

am i really going to buy those things?


coming home soon?


an outing a day, keeps the thoughts away

ARGH!
i'm feeling vexed.
i'm feeling hopeless.
a thousand and one things
running through my mind now.

a thousand and one questions
all trapped in my mind,
waiting to be answered.
i feel like sharing them,
but to who? you?

i don't even think you
would want to entertain me.
then to who? you?
i don't think that's a wise choice.
so to who?

i tried, but none can give me
the answers i seek.
in the end, i'm still left in doubt.
just as before i asked.

but thanks,

how coould this happen to me?

You'll be away in just a few hours time.
You are going to KL.Go there and enjoy.
Take a break & relax too.


Don't think about any other things.
Be happy there as no one will disturb you.
But of course, sadly, you still need to revise for
the upcoming Maths Mock Paper & the other
2 tests that are on the same day too.


Now, you may not be able to enjoy 100%.
But then again, seize every opportunity you have.
Don't want to continue saying things.
Just go there, enjoy and chill.
Take very good care of yourself alright.
Hope to see you again soon (:
one last thing: don't forget to get me souveniers! :p


Take care, my friend (: